Story of a Talon

I once had talons;

To grab the prey called hope and wish.

Heavy wings of hope and wish is only what I had.

But they had the fear that;

They may become the prey for eagle of Karma.!!

Blunt beak of hope and wish aren't enough to tear the prey

Demanding to beat the beak against the rock and lose.

Beating the beak against the rock invites pain

Leaving the beak blunted and die of hunger.

And

Calling hope and wish is what I did for the sharp beak and flexible talons.

But

Hope and wish without suffer and pain kills me but will had a choice.

Inviting the pain is the choice I ended with.

I chose to hit the beak hard to the rock,

Pluck the talons and feathers with the grown beak,

Bearing the pain, suffer and hunger.

And

A chance to hit the rock bottom of the surface.

And

Remember, remember..

"A choice never includes start-end."

And

"A choice never gives rebirth to fearing end."

Life of transparency

Not everything you see;

Is as plain as it is..!!

There lives a moment you lived;

With everything in hand

And nothing in hand.

There lives a moment you lived;

With everyone around

And no one around.

There lives a moment you lived;

When everything mattered

And nothing mattered.

Not everything you see;

Is as plain as it is..!!

There lives a moment you lived;

With fear of everything

And fear of nothing.

There lives a moment you lived;

With choices all around

And nothing around.

There lives a moment you lived;

With actions that blossomed your fate

And actions that decided your fate.

Not everything you see;

Is as plain as it is..!!

And

Not everything you believe;

Is as true as it is..!!

Undefined Value

And they said they'll be together;

Against the odds

As the river has its bends and ends.

And they believed in night sky to day dream;

Against the light to fulfill their dream,

Allowing the leaves to depend on moonlight.

And they said they'll take a path

Of orchard filled with flowers of colors that never exist;

Against the path of pain that exist.

And they believed they can build the nest

With the love they weigh

Against their lives of love that weigh.

And they said love is beautiful;

Until the love they loved took;

Path of the river against the orchard,

Letting the flowers burn

And make their color alike.

I believe love is Undefined.

Because defined has a Value.

Dancing in the rain.!!

Didn't knew that the

Strong winds will get together the clouds around

Clashing each other;

And making us dance under the thunder light;

With the music playing

By each rain drop touching the floor

Rhyming with our dance.!!

Bonfire wouldn't have kept me warm

As your touch do.!!

Wouldn't God stop by and smile;

Looking at your beautiful smile;

And your eyes looking at me;

And I looking at your lips

To hear and jump as my parents did

When I was brought into this beautiful world..!!

Wouldn't air ask for space in your hug?

And shouldn't be harsh on lips though.. ;)

Mama can hold a stick

With the bite you bit on my lip;

Asking, "Where is our little girl?"

And I'll show, us dancing in the rain together..!!

I'm not You

I'm not someone who writes * * in between F & K.

I write it as FUCK..!!!

And

I mean it when I say it.

I hate to see you in the broken mirror;

To figure out the true color of you;

Wondering how an identity has become identities.

And no wonder of minimal respect and self-respect.

I hate to see you in water;

Disturbed with a leaf.

Which brings out the beast covered by beauty in you.

And

With a face that I can never forget.

I hate it when you say,

"I love the person I've become.!!;

Because I fought to reach there."

Because I think, moments seemed happily in the mirror,

Is replaced with a face which you call immature.

If at all life isn't fought for happiness;

What is it fought for?

If at all when you forget the happy moments;

What did you fight for?

And where did you reach?

And now I see you FUCKED UP..!!

And I mean it.

Not Permanent;

And they said,

"Time heals everything..!!"

And time said,

"I just kill some-'one', to be some-other-'one'.!!"

And they said,

"Promise means a word to be kept..!!"

And promise said,

"Seriously? I thought I'm just used rather tissu-sed..!!"

And they said,

"Trust and believe in love..!!"

And trust said,

"I can't guarantee promised words;

I can't authenticate love;

Believe and love at your own risk..!!"

And they said,

"Hope is a good thing..!!"

And hope said,

"Don't blame me for the tears that role when you lose me;

Rather, blame TIME..!!"

And they said,

"Love is beautiful..!!"

And love said,

"I'm beautiful only in books..!!"

And He was listening to what they said.

And He said,

"Don't involve me;

I just created you..!!"

Mutable Values

                                 Hey.. Yeah You..!!

People are most of the times mutable

And they think

They know value of a person or a thing

Which they think is immutable.

They think to not talk about values

Because

At one point;

They'll get to know that;

The water flowing on the top

And

The water which carves a rock are never the same.

                                 But hey.. Sadly,

People always want an authority.

And, they always want to..

Tell them how to value a person or a thing.

                               
                                 And hey.. Truly,

People choose this authority not based on facts.

People choose values written with sugar and is sealed

And calls this as authoritative.

                                 But you know,

Reward for good, being honest,

Winds of true love, knotted words

And promised feelings..

Are nothing more than just rocks

Which are absolute and gets brittle

With the only  water that carves through them..!!!

Changing Monsoon

There's always a war that goes in between:

What you want & What you think;

What you think & What you got;

What you got & What you feel;

What you feel & What you express;

What you express & What they thought;

What they thought & What they decide;

What they decide & What they conclude;

What they conclude & What they judge;

What they judge & What you go through;

What you go through & What you have become;

What you have become & What you want..!!

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In between:

What you want & What you have become;

There lies a phase when

Nothing matters more than:

What you lost & Why you lost;

What you hide & Why you hide;

What you fear & Why you fear;

What you value & Why you value;

What's your worth & What's their worth;

What's their worth & What you lost.!!

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Life is never:

A full-moon day or full-bright day.!!

In between changing monsoon's;

There lives a heart with life

Facing the harsh tides that;

Arise on a full-moon day..!!!