Being Myself

It was 2 am.

I couldn't sleep.

Wanted to call few

But,

I knew I won't find a room.

I know I don't have right to blame you.

But,

I blame myself for searching you.

People said that I'm straight forward

And

Warned me that I'll be cut first.

And

They also said that they

Hide my path with falling leaves.

But, 

At least I never wore a mask

To cut you.

Yes, I'm sad.

But, 

At least I'm being who I'm to myself.

.....

I have hands to pat my shoulder.