Being Myself

It was 2 am.
I couldn't sleep.
Wanted to call few
But,
I knew I won't find a room.

I know I don't have right to blame you.
But,
I blame myself for searching you.

People said that I'm straight forward
And
Warned me that I'll be cut first.
And
They also said that they
Hide my path with falling leaves.
But, 
At least I never wore a mask
To cut you.

Yes, I'm sad.
But, 
At least I'm being who I'm to myself.
.....
I have hands to pat my shoulder.