Unexpressed Love

I got into the bus. I was looking back out of the window and remained staring till I lost my persistence. He stood in the middle of the road with his pale face and I felt something that I never felt before in these 20 years of my life journey.

                  

I was leaving home and I know that the dining table will miss a chair. Everyone was around me. Mom was worried about my journey while Dad just stayed calm and I didn't dare to look into his eyes because I knew that I can't handle that LOVE.

It was send-off time. It's a kilometer to walk from my house to the road. I stepped forward and didn't look back rather I should say that I can't dare to look back because......

I passed 100m and don't know where he came from, but he was beside me. I called his name (KARRY) and he ran like anything. Never saw that LOVE before. Wished that GOD has sent him to me. Felt why GOD creates boundary for every thing that HE has created. We walked on and I didn't feel that I was alone walking on the mud road passing the green fields.

That 20 minutes of walk to the road.. that 20 minutes of walk across the green fields.. that 20 minutes of walk away from the village.. that 20 minutes of walk along with my dog.. and that 20 minutes of my walk has made me feel something deep inside... It's something that I'll never forget in this life.

I reached road and was waiting for the bus. I know that I'm going to miss everything that passed in my mind in that 20 minutes. But, as I said earlier, "GOD HAS CREATED BOUNDARY FOR EVERYTHING THAT HE HAS CREATED." Mean while, I was sitting waiting for the bus to come and he (KARRY) came before me and started licking. I don't know what to say to it. Felt that it's easy to deal with HUMAN LOVE. I just kept my hand around his neck and I know that I can never show that much LOVE.

I saw the bus. It was slowing down and my heart. . . It was time to leave. I got into the bus. I was looking back out of the window and remained staring till I lost my persistence. He stood in the middle of the road with his pale face and I felt something that I never felt before in these 20 years of my life journey.

I said everyone that I was leaving home but I forgot the one who loved me more than anyone else to say goodbye. I think of human bonds that changes color often but never understood why that UNEXPRESSED LOVE remains constant.