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Understanding Life - Part 1

LIFE IS UNCERTAIN.

Karma - Kharma - Kilbisa

Cause (act) - Effect - Guilt

If I tell you that you will die in your sleep, will you dare to sleep? The world which is highly technologically driven today, can it stop; when nature turns on its Ugra Roopam (extreme anger form)? Let's not go to extremes in the very beginning. Let's start small. So, can we even control ourselves by not committing a mistake (willingly or unwillingly)? And, who measures the effectiveness of the Karma (act)? I'm not Devatha (God) to decide the fate; but the fear of mrtyu (death) is as such.

People you meet; The time you meet; The perception you form; The path you choose; The journey you travel; The situations that you would be put into; The experience you take out of it; The happiness / guilt you carry there after; Can you be certain of at least one of this to be known to you beforehand? NO isn't it? That's why.. It's UNCERTAIN.

Let's go a step behind. Do we even know that we were destined to be reborn again? How can we be so sure that this is our rebirth? How can we possibly say that we are not accidental? Are we really destined to take birth; leaving behind other million competitors? Are we truly that fortunate? And if yes, is it just because, Devatha wants to punish us for what we have done in our previous birth? If moksha is just about acceptance and bearing the pain, why is hell built for? Does that mean, rebirth is more painful than hell? Only the dead soul attains moksha.

We all go through different phases in life. And we all have past. Do we even know what triggers us in the next minute and what if, that would be life changing moment of our life? The one's who says that there's only logic in this cosmos, they all have already fallen for the magic! And those who believes in logic, but not rebirth, the question to them would be, "What are they living for?" - Themselves? - What for? Whom for? Only the dead doesn't speak about past.

Everyone of us have plans. And if the soul of every plan is to attain the happiness, why aren't we actually happy with the result of the plan that we made? What stopped the plan? Who and why did they stop the plan? If it involves other entity, why did we even allow other entity to alter the plan? Why at all invite other entity? Is it planned? No? Then who made it happen? Does that mean, the plan is already known to someone? Only the dead doesn't create a plan.

Time. When we say time's up - do we even think about our time getting closer? Whose time are we really deciding? Actually, is it us who is deciding time? What's our time by the way? What reference are we really attaching for every second passed? Do you think, time will remember what we have done or care in those moments? Why is that we try to get hold of time? Or, can we really get hold of time? If YES, why do we die? Why can't we be immortal? Only the dead doesn't speak about time.

Emotions. Crazy and beauty this is. It makes us like what we don't like; It makes us break what we don't like or the other don't like (no questions asked). Actually, do we even ask that something that we are breaking is willing to be broken? Doesn't that have an emotion? Why is that, it has to become destroyable object because of our emotion? Are we, the deciders of their life span? If so, don't you think, there'll be someone who can decide our life span?

Conclusion? There's no conclusion. When life itself is uncertain, what conclusion are we really looking for?




Tale of Wavy Life

 If it is not a clear YES, it is a clear NO.

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The choices driven by past;

The opinions formed by situations;

Drive thyself with constant change of thoughts and words;

Which rearranges and reshuffles without a safe house built within;

Being unapologetic and unchanged in an unprocessed universe;

Resulting in unrealistic and unimaginable path that never taken.


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The illusion of life is so intriguing!

The weigh of happiness and tears today;

Might not weigh the same tomorrow.

It is not about who caused what;

It is about the universe that never tells you a NO;

On and for whatever you believe, decide and judge.


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The moment one realizes that they aren't sad anymore;

It's the death - death of one or none!

Making easy to bid goodbye;

Not because the moment passed; but accepted.

And, building a safe house that could withstand the burned;

But, thou should stop fighting and blaming time and timing.

------- Because -------

If it was not a clear GOODBYE, it is a clear GOODBYE.



Past - A Choice

Distorted present she lives in.

Sorted past she believes she’s with.


Belief she had on one.

Feeling turned togetherness.

Societal opinions didn’t flatter her until;

The opinions of “that one” started pouring in without;

Emotions of Her and Perspective of Her.


Opinions she formed because of one.

Clearer it became with the run.

Sorted it seemed with none;

With the hope thrown in bin and;

Optimism flushed in sink.


The list she scrolls to get along with one now,

May reach the end to get along with none.

And, no wonder if;

She stood there in the past being in present.


Want to blame PAST?

If choices made can ruin the past;

Can’t the same choice make better present and future?

And, what if the choice made by YOU to YOURSELF;

Is another "the one" who ruined the past?