Understanding Life - Part 1

LIFE IS UNCERTAIN.

Karma - Kharma - Kilbisa

Cause (act) - Effect - Guilt

If I tell you that you will die in your sleep, will you dare to sleep? The world which is highly technologically driven today, can it stop; when nature turns on its Ugra Roopam (extreme anger form)? Let's not go to extremes in the very beginning. Let's start small. So, can we even control ourselves by not committing a mistake (willingly or unwillingly)? And, who measures the effectiveness of the Karma (act)? I'm not Devatha (God) to decide the fate; but the fear of mrtyu (death) is as such.

People you meet; The time you meet; The perception you form; The path you choose; The journey you travel; The situations that you would be put into; The experience you take out of it; The happiness / guilt you carry there after; Can you be certain of at least one of this to be known to you beforehand? NO isn't it? That's why.. It's UNCERTAIN.

Let's go a step behind. Do we even know that we were destined to be reborn again? How can we be so sure that this is our rebirth? How can we possibly say that we are not accidental? Are we really destined to take birth; leaving behind other million competitors? Are we truly that fortunate? And if yes, is it just because, Devatha wants to punish us for what we have done in our previous birth? If moksha is just about acceptance and bearing the pain, why is hell built for? Does that mean, rebirth is more painful than hell? Only the dead soul attains moksha.

We all go through different phases in life. And we all have past. Do we even know what triggers us in the next minute and what if, that would be life changing moment of our life? The one's who says that there's only logic in this cosmos, they all have already fallen for the magic! And those who believes in logic, but not rebirth, the question to them would be, "What are they living for?" - Themselves? - What for? Whom for? Only the dead doesn't speak about past.

Everyone of us have plans. And if the soul of every plan is to attain the happiness, why aren't we actually happy with the result of the plan that we made? What stopped the plan? Who and why did they stop the plan? If it involves other entity, why did we even allow other entity to alter the plan? Why at all invite other entity? Is it planned? No? Then who made it happen? Does that mean, the plan is already known to someone? Only the dead doesn't create a plan.

Time. When we say time's up - do we even think about our time getting closer? Whose time are we really deciding? Actually, is it us who is deciding time? What's our time by the way? What reference are we really attaching for every second passed? Do you think, time will remember what we have done or care in those moments? Why is that we try to get hold of time? Or, can we really get hold of time? If YES, why do we die? Why can't we be immortal? Only the dead doesn't speak about time.

Emotions. Crazy and beauty this is. It makes us like what we don't like; It makes us break what we don't like or the other don't like (no questions asked). Actually, do we even ask that something that we are breaking is willing to be broken? Doesn't that have an emotion? Why is that, it has to become destroyable object because of our emotion? Are we, the deciders of their life span? If so, don't you think, there'll be someone who can decide our life span?

Conclusion? There's no conclusion. When life itself is uncertain, what conclusion are we really looking for?

Page Turn Over

Turning the page doesn’t hurt;

But,

The frozen moment of the page.. in memory does..!!

The characters of the page does..!!

A mind wrapped around the character does..!!

The span of life the page has taken away does..!!

Being on the same page does..!!

Turning the page doesn’t hurt;

If you cherish the frozen moments of the page..!!

If you let the character roll..!!

If you let go thoughts from mind..!!

If you can understand the importance of time..!!

And,

Above all,

Letting yourself to turn the page and meet new character;

Who can freeze a moment of yours, creating memories..!!

Maya

I wonder how a woman feels;

When she lets someone touch her bare body!

The fault in the stars doesn’t matter before her trust I guess.

The faith she puts in that touch;

Oh God. Only “She” would know and feel it.

I wonder how a woman with a character feel;

When the fault in the stars appear.

And, the faith becomes a comet!

In a society,

Where screaming is not allowed;

And, the game of judgement always on cards;

I wouldn’t even dare to imagine how;

She lets herself take it all and move forward.

On whom would she scream when;

The hands she held weren’t there to wipe her tears?

What would she cover herself with;

When there isn’t a feeling to feel?

Whom would she complain about;

This unfairness of life?

Belief system would disappear and no wonder why;

She never lets her emotions erupt thereafter.

Independent she might;

But beneath, it’s not her body to be touched (again);

It should be a character that respects;

And kisses her whispering, “You’re beautiful”.

Unsettled Soul

She always hid behind those dreamy clouds unsettled!

Neither to shower nor to shine.

Confusion always crawled beneath her skin;

“Matter of fact” was always galaxy away of her reach.

Consciously subconscious she became!

The difference always attracted her than repelling.

The beat she loved couldn’t reach her!

It is the dark sky and trembling silence she could see and hear.

Clouds always been her “Augmented reality”!

And she chose to hide behind those dreamy clouds “Unsettled”!

And;

Why write about her?

Cause, I felt she is one among best antiquities of nature.

I'm ST (Scheduled Tribe)

What do you think of yourself? You know better than Dr B. R. Ambedkar who received Bharat Ratna and wrote India's Constitution? Or you know more than what High Court and Supreme Court judges know? Do you even know about what you are against?

Do you even know what statistics say? Do you know what percentage of your people live in India or your place? Or do you know what percentage of reservation has been given to your class? Do you think Ministry of Social Justice and Empowerment committee (India) is a committee of fools and making you a fool?

What do you want to spread by posting pictures on Facebook and writing answers on Quora? You want likes and upvotes for what you posted and wrote or just want to divide people? Politicians are doing enough in this regard and you..being young blood, is doing what your ancestors did. 

You have guts??... Be loud. Prove to Indian Government that it's Constitution is wrong and outdated. But before doing that, walk on every stone. If not, slap yourself for criticizing your constitution.

You have money? Your parents have? Then why don't you ask you or your parents to distribute the money and make everyone equal in your country? What is the need of BPL (Below Poverty Line) when you do that? Then why is Government calculating BPL? Do you want poor to be poor? If not then offer your status and then ask government for one religion.

Yes. I have been criticized and mocked by my own friends. But here I'm, standing tall and challenging you to deliver at least an inch of change. You can't and you'll never because the one who suffered and bounced is the one who remembers what they were and they'll be the one who stands and delivers the change.

Yes, I'm Palithya Uma Maheswar Naik and I belong to Scheduled Tribe, lives in India.